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| yup. im setting this beloved xanga aside. so many memories. we've been
together through the best of times and the worst of times. ohh the
memories. now that i look back on this thing, i notice, im missing some
stuff! anyways, you all can find me on the new blog [http://www.xanga.com/tea_lovin_panda]. hope to see you soon!
[tsuzuku!]
[so not...] =P
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| hello readers...
nothing much has changed since my last blog, and im pretty much
blogging at the moment to vent some feelings. lately ive been feeling
alone. the girl ive taken a liking to, has taken a liking for another
guy (too bad for me). i feel like i dont matter to anyone, im pretty sure i dont. just here to exist and live. im nothing more than existance in the world. my world does not revolve around me, but the ones around me. i
have no clue what is causing me to feel like this at the moment, and
maybe i shouldnt. it could possibly be a sign from above that im not gonna find that special girl to keep me company in my life. who knows? maybe there isnt one in my future. all i know, is that im feeling down and alone, im in this pit that ive dug for myself. maybe this is somewhere i belong. where the dark becomes my home, and i carry on, the loner...
i apologize if i act cold towards or isolate myself from you.
i dont know what to do with myself anymore...
tsuzuku!
[to be continued...]
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| i am nothing more than a single 17 year old kid who longs for one thing in the world, companionship. i wait for the right girl day after day, to find nothing. constantly looking for someone to share my hopes, dreams, and aspirations with as they do the same. someone who isn't afraid to play videogames even if they dont know anything about them. someone who isnt afraid to run through a crowd of people, pushing every single person out of her way to get to me, just to give me a hug. someone i can surprise in the morning by showing up at their place with starbucks and bagels in hand. whom i could just lie on the green grass, and look at the stars. someone who'll slow dance with me in the rain, no matter how heavy it pours, when there isnt even any music but the hum from her mouth. someone who wouldnt mind going to my stores while we're at the mall. someone to go out with to have dinner and movies with all the while arguing over who's gonna pay, where ill use my ninja skills to pay before she could. that person that by just talking to them, brightens up my gloomiest of gloomy days. someone who i can hold in my arms, as they do the same and know that, "all i ever need in the world, is you..."
this is probably a lot to ask for in a girl...
ohh yeah, and a 'sweet' singing voice if possible... | | |
| we all have our own dreams some we might share with others, dreams that
we'd like to someday become real. one of my own dreams is to open up my
own little cafe.
current cafe name: "Cafe La Pucca"
some of the cafe plans...
it will have...
[x] a small stage, big enough for a baby grand piano
[x] circle tables
[x] bar area (on the right side)
-w/a marble or granite top (undecided)
[x] old-school yellow lights (suspended from the ceiling)
[x] hardwood floors
[x] free wi-fi internet
it wont have...
[x] alcohol
[x] smoking
[x] fighting
hopefully this'll be a nice place for people to hang out and socialize, and a good way to meet new people.
someday...
tsuzuku!
[to be continued...]
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| ohh where, ohh where has my little photo album gone? ohh where, ohh where can it be?
tsuzuku!
[to be continued...]
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